Sometimes I lie on my bed
Thinking,when will the misery end?
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Wednesday, 27 April 2011
27, What's Love? What's Happines? HELLO MY WONDERFUL READERS. (: I'm back to blogging, after... 11 days~ (: Manymanymany things have happened. Mood swings and what not. and i've recently gone back to adding scars on my hand. .__. one of this days i'm going to cut through my veins and die. i'm waiting for that day to come. to escape from this harsh reality. Pretty Bitch. (: that's meeeee~ Okay. random. Anyways, recently celebrate O N E M O N T H S A R Y. which i don't feel any special feeling. it's just another ordinary day to me. Ohmy goodness. Haha! had Chalet too. and these two besties of mine came (: Like a cool only. BBQ, ate too much. thn in the night, we walked to Pasir Ris Park Beach. Like so s c a r y yet f u n. (: Took many'many pictures. But i'll upload only my face here. (: bhb uhs! go find the rest on Xuefeng's FB. (: hehe! I'm a pretty girl. see my retarded face! >,< Hahaha! Ashley took this derh. i think. (: Pretty people. (: Ohkay, enough of happy things. Yesterday, i've had the worst day of the month. Why? cause i got reminded of what 26th used to mean to me. But today, i've found out something shocking to my ears. (: So, i've decided to stop thinking about if we can get back together. there's no point in holding onto a one-sided r/s, right? It's the same, with me and _ _ _ _ _ . It's like he's the only one holding on, and i want to give it up, like, ASAP. .__. i'm bad. o.o anyways, we're still young, so i'm having flings here and there. i'm not focussing on long-term r/s right now. just an advice, quoted from Dion. He said something about us being YOUNG, and also we're not looking at marriage. so why rush into r/s? right. alright, so i'll try to continue this r/s till MYE is over. then i'll "hurt" you. and hurt myself with the penknife cause i feel guilty. (: LOL. To this flirt that i'm starting to slowly dislike: i like you. (: Heehe To this HYSS girl who is trying to act big: You have a huge nose and bird eyes. (: To this Mummy whom i heart dearly: Thankyou for sharing your problems with me, we have to write more on the grey book. (: *secrets overload* You know i know. To this guy which i've been holding on: 26th will mean nothing to me anymore. igiveup. To this other guy which i'm waiting for a conversation: i miss you. i miss everything. To this guy that i've been flirting with: Thanks for making me smile. Thanks for the phonecall. To this guy i'm in a r/s with: I don't love you more than a friend. :/ To this guy who's irritating me: i'm not your "laopoo." tyvm. To the examinations: i'm waiting for you. (: Heehe, cute right! (: alright! that's all for today, i'll update after MYE okay. Don't miss me! (: I'm lovable. You and I both know. |
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Why did you go,
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