Sometimes I lie on my bed
Thinking,when will the misery end?
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Friday, 20 May 2011
29, Bloody faggot. Thanks to a certain person, I'm updating. (: Hello Stalkers. Just to update. For fun. Firstly! MYE already said, byebyebyebye! i'm so happy. and disappointed at the same time. cause i've failed many papers. o.o i should've put in more effort right, as an E X P R E S S student. ahahaha! this is my super short update. (: i can choose to type more. but there'll be stupid fugging stalkers. you know who you are. fags. Anyways, why am i acting all afraid? i'll nothing to hide actually. S u c k e r. To Y o u : Yeah you. Insult me somemore. (: i'm being bothered now. but i'll get over it soon. You are just a bloody faggot. Ass. ^^ Sunday, 1 May 2011
28, May Day! HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ I know i said i'll update after MYE but who cares, (: People want to read but there's no comments or whatsoever. Anyways, past few days i've realised, what i write on blog is seen by the B I G B I G W O R L D. and it brings bad things and good things. Remember the dedications i did in the last post? Yeahhhhh. most of it is.. becoming real. :x I'm afraid, terribly afraid. :/ this is a super short post. ahah, don't know what to type about. Love is hard. I love me, it's not hard. (: Byebye! To this PigMama that i've known for 3years now : Heart you alot uh! Go China enjoy. (: To this Twinnie that entertain me in Chinese : You're pretty. (: LOL. Heart you alot also. (: Wednesday, 27 April 2011
27, What's Love? What's Happines? HELLO MY WONDERFUL READERS. (: I'm back to blogging, after... 11 days~ (: Manymanymany things have happened. Mood swings and what not. and i've recently gone back to adding scars on my hand. .__. one of this days i'm going to cut through my veins and die. i'm waiting for that day to come. to escape from this harsh reality. Pretty Bitch. (: that's meeeee~ Okay. random. Anyways, recently celebrate O N E M O N T H S A R Y. which i don't feel any special feeling. it's just another ordinary day to me. Ohmy goodness. Haha! had Chalet too. and these two besties of mine came (: Like a cool only. BBQ, ate too much. thn in the night, we walked to Pasir Ris Park Beach. Like so s c a r y yet f u n. (: Took many'many pictures. But i'll upload only my face here. (: bhb uhs! go find the rest on Xuefeng's FB. (: hehe! I'm a pretty girl. see my retarded face! >,< Hahaha! Ashley took this derh. i think. (: Pretty people. (: Ohkay, enough of happy things. Yesterday, i've had the worst day of the month. Why? cause i got reminded of what 26th used to mean to me. But today, i've found out something shocking to my ears. (: So, i've decided to stop thinking about if we can get back together. there's no point in holding onto a one-sided r/s, right? It's the same, with me and _ _ _ _ _ . It's like he's the only one holding on, and i want to give it up, like, ASAP. .__. i'm bad. o.o anyways, we're still young, so i'm having flings here and there. i'm not focussing on long-term r/s right now. just an advice, quoted from Dion. He said something about us being YOUNG, and also we're not looking at marriage. so why rush into r/s? right. alright, so i'll try to continue this r/s till MYE is over. then i'll "hurt" you. and hurt myself with the penknife cause i feel guilty. (: LOL. To this flirt that i'm starting to slowly dislike: i like you. (: Heehe To this HYSS girl who is trying to act big: You have a huge nose and bird eyes. (: To this Mummy whom i heart dearly: Thankyou for sharing your problems with me, we have to write more on the grey book. (: *secrets overload* You know i know. To this guy which i've been holding on: 26th will mean nothing to me anymore. igiveup. To this other guy which i'm waiting for a conversation: i miss you. i miss everything. To this guy that i've been flirting with: Thanks for making me smile. Thanks for the phonecall. To this guy i'm in a r/s with: I don't love you more than a friend. :/ To this guy who's irritating me: i'm not your "laopoo." tyvm. To the examinations: i'm waiting for you. (: Heehe, cute right! (: alright! that's all for today, i'll update after MYE okay. Don't miss me! (: I'm lovable. You and I both know. Saturday, 16 April 2011
26, Tanktops and Shorts. Hello, Nice to meet you. I'm Awesome. Kthanks, bye! Ahahaha! First of all, i'm updating cause i'm entertaining my readers, whom i've decided to respect because strangely, NO ONE LIKES ME as much as i thought they will. :/ sad much! :/And, Secondly, it's cause i'm super bored right now. :x The past week has been stressful! like OHMYGAWD. :/ Tests for Science. :/ And thanks to Samuel Lee, for teaching me Chemistry. hehee! Yesterday was FRIDAY FRIDAY. haha! and it was the most slack-est day of the week. (: after school went to JurongPoint with Ashley and Pamela. Bought rings that look ohso-awesome (: to me luhs. that's why i bought it. (Y) thn head over to IMM and thn went to Pamela's house. oh i miss Joette. (: LOL. thn head over to school for China trip briefing. Like a fun only. Feel so freaking excited for it. (: Heehe! thns went to bus stop with Dion, Firas, Pamela. and waited for my mum. text and text. and mum came. went home. feel so tired. LOL. Nothing much to type already. (: maybe heading to the library tml to studyyyyyy~ like a nerd. :/ D&T test. arh. hate it, hate the theory. shag. kbye readers~ `Sherilyn's marvellous. Sunday, 10 April 2011
25 , Letting go. I feel hurt. I feel selfish. I hate this. :/ sigh, Sherilyn is a bad girl. :/ i hurt people, even without knowing. how sad is that man! >,< sigh, i'm letting youuuuu go, cause i don't want to hurt anyone anymore. i'm sorry. .__. shag. i suck. ahh, this whole week, i've been going through some ups and downs. as in my mood changes damn freaking fast, that i don't even know. ;/ hate this tothemax. hais. been talking to a few people. and it did no help. i should go see a counsellor one day. oooooh. LOL. hmms, not really much to type about for this post. i'm suffering inside but no one can see it. if you treat me as a friend, don't ask me anything. (: thankyou. i hate r/s problems. i can't suffer like this anymore. ohfuck. S h e r i l y n, please shutup. no one wants to hear about you. x_x shag, My brain is saying one thing, and my heart is saying another. :/ bye. -.- Saturday, 2 April 2011
24, April Fools. HELLO my dear readers. (: i know everyone missed me. no need shy'shy, just say. (: AHAHA. sorry, BHB here. :/ anyways! (: Pamela's Birthday had just been o v e r, my Pig Mama is 15! (: Ohyeahhhhh. hahaha! like a coool only, gave her a smiley faced pressie. (: i know she L O V E it like nobody's business. (Y) APRIL FOOLS is hateful much! i repeat, HATEFUL. hahaha, don't know why, i just hate it. :/ and today is the MOST AWESOMEST day of the week. (: why? cause it's flag day and we're helping to ask for donations to help the Children's Society. however, it seemed as though Singaporeans aren't very "donateful". hahaha! they don't donate. :x went from Braddell, and thn to Bishan with Fikri, Firas, Viknesh, Kenneth, Xuefeng, Ashley, Nisha, Karen and Kavitha. thn we split up. .__. so continued with our journey to Yishun, with Fikri, Firas, Viknesh, Nisha and Kavitha. thn headed for more donations at ChuaChuKang, Dion joined us. and thn went back to Braddell. (: Boyfriend is A W E S O M E. hahah! (: After the donations were returned back, went to Mac with Xuefeng, Fikri, Firas and Dion. (: ate and slack, aftermath Ashley, Liyana, Pamela and Kenneth joined us. and slack somemore. thn go back to Jurong East with Boyfriend. thn went to Clementi and took bus with Boyfriend to WCPark. (: LOL, said our goodbyes and went to Mac again. (:Played a lil volleyball with sis thn went for dinner at NUS. (: MUM LET ME DRINK VODKA LIME. lols. but it's sourrrrr ttm. :/ Hahahahahahah, suddenly i miss Boyfriend. lols! ohkay, don't miss me. (: 20th, Romeo and Juliet. Wednesday, 30 March 2011
23, i flirt. .__. LOL! It's back to a wordy post now. :/ heehe. One week since i've updated. sooooo, no one misses me eyh? SAD. Anyways, One Week has manymanymany things that was happening. On Thursday, 24March2011. Dance was .. A M A Z I N G. except that there was a HUGE group of volleyball boys as our audience. :/ Sibei'nervous. :x plus my costume was toooo long, and i almost fall due to the nervousness. (: LOL. On Friday, 25March2011. Again for dance, we had ANOTHER group of audience. not so scared anymore like the day before. but still, a lil nervous. :x I got praised by Mr Kenny and Mr Goh. so it was a good thing. Bad thing was that, i suffered a floor burn. :/ like a pain only! .__. On Saturday and Sunday.. stayed at home, looked after siblings, used the computer and ROT my days. :/ On Monday, 28March2011. Had costume run for dance. :/ i got picked on by Ms Kavitha. sucker. :/ thn my confidence went downdowndowndownnnnn~ c r u s h e d. lols! On Tuesday, 29March2011. OMGGG~ This is the day. Ohmy! nervous ttm! makeup and hair was awesome! ahaha! the bad part was during rehearsal, i ran and t r i p p e d over my costume pants! i jammed my leg on the ground and my left leg was hurting TERRIBLY. my right leg also had a sprain. :/ sad yi xia! .__. rehearse a while. thn debrief by Mr Loh, and OFF! we went to UCC. Looking at the other schools' costumes and dances, it felt as though we couldn't match against them. to me, it felt like, "It's going to be a b r o n z e for us. " but i was wrong. for our last performance on the stage, we put in alllllll we've got and showed the judges what CWD dancers are capable of. Even our instructors were proud of us. I was uberly happy. Lols, however results will be out on Thursday,5.30pm. Nervous and Excited about it. (: After returning to school, we had CHIPS! heehe! fattening but we don't care. SYF is o v e r now, for us at least. I wish alllllll the best for the Indian Dancers. and also for our results! (: For today, i skipped school. why? cause i'm suffering toooooo much already. early morning woke up and i can't even walk. like WHATTHEHELL. :/ so i stayed home and rested. leg is still sibei'pain. and i kinda miss school. :x LOL. hmms. there's nothing much to talk about anymore. SOOOO, byebye! ` Sherilyn is a flirtatious girl. LIVE WITH IT, peoples. (: |
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